Feeling. It's Complicated.

Dear readers,
pls don't take it too serious to read this post because i don't know why am i posting this title about since my mind and my feeling is extremely confuse and complicate now. In the same time, i feel happy,exciting but a bit nervous,emo,and lost =__=" what the... But anyway, my feeling suddenly turn up bright now, because of some friends chattin with me on the msn maybe. By the way they know nothin about my complicate feelin tho so just.... LOL. nothin. =]
And Of Course I should be haapppy now cuz' I'm goin to Shanghai on tomorrow. Yay~ [First time go oversea with Bi, and his family]
Hmmmm.. Busy packing with my stuff durin this afternoon. But before that teck peng came to my house and brought me somethin. At first he didn't even wanna mention what it is but at last i guess it correct. My belated birthday present. Keke.. It's a PEPPER SPRAY~ Thanks alot Teck Peng aka Sam (:

BUT..Unfortunately, something bad happened to us (my mom, Bi & I). Because of my curiousness, I was trying to show Bi how far it can shoot so i decided to shoot thru which i was pointing outwards my house but so unfortunately suddenly got a strong wind blew towards us. OH my.. At first i didn't realise bout it then a few seconds later 3 of us were choked and coughing non-stop. =__= GOSH~ Mommy and Bi, sorry for that k? ): cuz i was a victim too >.< *pai seh*
Teck Peng, don't ever feel guilty of that also k cuz was my mistake and I dont really know why am i feel it's a bit ridiculous act. Haha.

My flight will be at around 5pm on tomorrow, so..gotta finish up here to continue enjoy my packing mood. Woohooo~ Will be back on 28th Feb, Saturday. (; Remember not to miss me yar. *giggling*

Song Lyric - If I Were A Boy by Beyonce ~

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Because they'd stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think that I'd understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone that it's broken
So they think
That I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'll be faithful
Waiting for me to come home(to come home)

If I were a boy
I think that I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you loose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed!

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand(and you don't understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you'll wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

Song Lyric - Love Story by Taylor Swift ^^

we were both young when i first saw you
i close my eyes and the flashback starts
i'm standin there
on a balcony in summer air

see the lights
see the party
the ballgowns
see you make your way through the crowd
and say hello
little did i know

that you were Romeo
you were throwin pebbles
and my daddy said
stay away from Juliet
and i was cryin on the staircase
begging you please don't go..
and i said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting
all there's left to do is run
you'll be the prince
and i'll be the princess
it's a love story baby just say yes

so i sneak out to the garden to see you
we keep quiet cuz' were dead if they knew
so close your eyes
escape this town for a little while..

oh, oh

cuz' you were Romeo
i was a scarlet letter
and my daddy said stay away from Juliet
but you were everythin' to me
i was begging you please don't go..
and i said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting
all there's left to do is run
you'll be the prince
and i'll be the princess
it's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me
they're tryin to tell me how to feel
this love is difficult
but it's real
don't be afraid
we'll make it out of this mess
it's a love story baby just say yes

oh, oh, oh

i got tired of waitin'
wonderin if you were ever comin around
my faith in you was fadin'
when i met you on the outskirts of town
and i said

Romeo save me
i've been feelin' so alone
i keep waitin for you
but you never come
is this in my head
i don't know what to think
he knelt to the ground
and pulled out a ring
and said

marry me Juliet
you'll never have to be alone
i love you and that's all i really know
i talked to your dad
you'll pick out a white dress
it's a love story baby just say.. yes

oh, oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh, oh

cuz' we were both young when i first saw you

Korea Music Video by Girls' Generation named GEE

I post it because I found that the girls are cute and pretty =]
Enjoy~

Yi Ting's Farewell + Valentine Bbq Party ~~

Happy Belated Valentine's Day everyone~

I know it's kinda late to wish that but at least i still get to wish on the day after. =P Yesterday i was kinda busy, that's why I can't get to blog. :( The reason wasn't that i went for dating or celebrating with my Bi, but was helping Bi to finish up his art class quickly and then straight away rush to Yi Ting's Farewell BBQ Party at her house with fetching Kah Hwee,Shu Er and Mun Keat.. Yi Ting is goin to leave us soon to Melbourne in Austrialia to continue her degree studies for around 3 years on this comin 19th February. SO i will like to wish her Good Luck here and All The Very Best!~ I knew I knew although it's Valentine but...it still ok with me actually. Everyday will be my Valentine's day if Bi still love me & care for me ;) By the way, friendships are important too~ So boys & girls shouldn't be gettin angry of your boy or girl if they were make up their mind to hang out with friends on the Valentine for just once because i believe this case won't happen in every year right?~ *giggling*

Anyway, Bi has also bought a necklace pendent for my Valentine. Whee~:) Thanks again Bi.. I do love it very much. Love ya~ Muackx~ & i hope u would love yours too *wink*