I know it has been some time i have not been blogging. Not lazy nor refuse to do so.. Just that i have lack of some free time for me to blog plus i do not really have the chance to online at all. Me and my lovely roommates, ting and hui ling may will change our decision not to use streamyx but broadband..

Consequently, I got no any idea which one of it is much more cheaper or which of it can works faster than another. I did not bother to do any research about them eventually.*wink* Lazy worm huiyee. =D Used to depends on bi especially nowadays he is my housemate already. Haa.. I know bi sure no eyes see when he read thru that words. He surely will making up his mind now trying to think of some idea to just let his girl to be more independent..

I did try to be and I'm still trying.

Try to hold my tears for not letting them out of my eyes,

try to hide my hard feeling away from the people who

i cannot stand of their attitude problems,

try to be more hardworking than yesterday,

yesterday and the yesterday..

I always told my self "let's do it tomorrow"

and till the next day gone I still have not done it.

This was an EXCUSE, one of my weakness i admit.

It's kinda hard for me to make 'it' dead yet still I will try my best lar..

no worries~ xD

Let's do a quick updates here :

1. Congratulation to my dear Shu Er who got the 1st runner up in

her 1st latin dance competition on 4th of July.

2. Wish Happy Belated Bithday to my friends who is July babies.

3. Watched Harry Potter with Kah Hwee, Shu Er, Wee Kiat and Chun Hoe.

(It wasn't bad, an interesting movie but can't bit Transformer) =D

4. There's some very unlucky incident happened to me;

a. Bi's house got stepped in by thieves on the past few weeks ago,

b. Some stupid guy broke bi's car window and my handbag got stolen on last week.

c. Met some selfish classmates and groupmates.

=(

Arghhhh... I hate my weekdays.

Somehow, I have been pretty emotional about certain things

which I think I shall keep it to myself.

I think I am gonna die fast if I keep on doing that.

I wonder if I could sleep well tonight.

I do not know whether they are worth for me to perform

something that they want me to do. I changed because of them.

But how about them?

I do not dare to ensure or show i did really changed a lot for them,

at least a little bit i think i did though.

It's just so unfair to me. sigh.

I am in a desperate need for a holiday trip people..

who wants join me? I am going to plan it

or will be disscuss with some of my buddies first,

probably will make it on Raya week.

Will inform you guys once the plan is going to works.

Going to hang out with my classmates on tomorrow.

Destination will be at the Time Square.

Time? Dunno yet @.@

Purpose is to celebrate Marilyn's belated birthday.

Got to go to bed now.

And I know is early to sleep now

but as early as i have to do so,

so that i can get rid of my panda eyes. >.<

Night night everyone~

Sweet Dream. ^.^